Time flies... I couldn't deny...
I slept over the last moment of 2009... Then 2010 is here...
It's Friday in NZ... Always it will be a noisy day...
Pubs are busy, streets are back to live, people stay up night...
What about my Friday? It's the first day of work after a long holiday...
Being tired of working in a restaurant? I'm not sure though...
I am still hunting for jobs, that's what I know...
My shoulder doesn't seems to be good... But I can get myself used to it...
My shin doesn't seems to improved... But I can still walk because I feel nothing...
It was the 8th day of 2010... I rushed over these days...
And now wondering whether I make full use of them...
I sent in heaps of CV...
I watched heaps of TV series...
I played counter strike and red alert...
2009... the past
Graduation, travelling with family and hang around with friends...
Full of joy, full of happiness, full of laughter...
There should be nothing to regret =D
2010... the future
New life, hopefully new job, hopefully new friends, and hopefully he would stay...
It is not for us that we could decide... It's the immigration...
If everything appears to be well, 2010 will be lovely...
If there's something that we can do, 2010 will be challenging...
If it's not within our control, 2010 will be leaving to faith...
I would probably hope the same thing doesn't happen to me twice...
That's what I would hope...
Or probably I may hope, we could be like others that allow me to feel jealous...
But I do not want to make the choice, or either decide...
I want to know, how others think...
If it's the first time, probably you're a lil too unrealistic...
If it's the second time, probably you're stupid...
Looking into profiles of friends...
Thinking who they were, how we were together, how we spent the time, and how have time changes them...
Couldn't imagine how they've changed...
But I know I could have changed... I'm not sure what is it...
And I bet someone would say...
Listening to the drums outside, the music so loud..
I bet people are dancing...
What about me, staying at home...
Sitting in front of computer....
And think...
Thinking about the sentence that she said...
*在感情世界里，人可以有多坚强呢...*
And I quite agree with it...
