Everyone trying to stay as young as they could...
Are you the one?
When I was not 18 yet, I kept thinking of getting 18 faster...
Why? Not sure, everyone says 18 is a big age...
So I wanted to get on to that age...
And when I was 18, I wanted to get 21 faster...
Because I can go into the Casino, without hiding! LOL...
So, are you like me?
I don't care...
I'm now over 21, am I hoping to get older faster?
Hmmm, I don't know.... Because there's no more "goal" for me to get older faster...
Haha... People around me, at my age... What are they doing?
Not everyone done what I did....
So I knew I couldn't compare...
As he said, will you regret because of what you chose to do?
Or what had been arranged for you that you need to do?
I will not... Because those days had made what am I today...
Walking out the street, talking to people, getting into the reality of working...
I don't act like my age... I don't look like my age...
Is this something good, or something bad...
I don't care... I just knew that I did the right thing...
I'm moving on... And trying to push forward faster....
I knew where my limit is, I'm not there yet...
So I worked for it...
Everytime I asked, what's your age...
If you're trying to hide, is it because you know people at your age should be doing something different?
Or is it because you're just shy to admit you're no longer young...
If your age is nothing to hide, is it because you're proud that at your age, you're something...
Or is it because you don't feel age is a barrier...
You have to face it anyway... Look around you...
At your age, everyone will be doing differently...
But always there's a common thing that people will compare...
Look at your friends who are the same age as you...
What are they doing...
You'll be motivated if you compare to good ones... Or maybe loss your confidence...
You might be de-motivated if you compare to just "ok" ones... Or you might be proud for yourself and say yeah, I'm doing well...
There are so many people around the world, trying to push forward and running in their life...
And there are also people around the world, who is just walking on the street and follow the normal pace...
Also, there are people around the world lying on their back and relax. Thinking that they can catch up later...
Which type of people you are?
I will not comment too much, but I am being serious that...
Hey, I will not lie back and wait for you...
If that's a time that I have to cut the string and go, I will do that...
I might be upset, or felt so bad... But it would only last me for 1 or 2 days...
Life have to move on...
Am I being cruel to both of us? Maybe.
But I'm just sick of being the one telling you off...
Maybe I shouldn't have done this, or even I don't actually need to do this...
Because I am not you... You have your type of life that you wanted, and I had mine...
If we're working towards a same path, yeah that's great...
But if we're not, hey sorry it's hard to walk in a different path... I can't clone LOL
No matter how much love I had, and my willingness to sacrifice...
And what I had done with and for you... I will just cherish them...
Until a day that I think it's no longer worth while.
I'll push the stop button. It's easy when you're apart.
It's cruel but maybe that could be the best for us.
I'm the bad one, I don't mind.
And my last words to the young one:
"We have nothing to lose, nothing to fear. We can make mistake, we can move around. And these privilege will slowly disappear when we get older. "
This is what I always believe in =D
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